Blew That Fuse

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I feel bad.
I blew my fuse.
I lost my temper.
And that's after much deep-breathing and telling myself that I would just listen and not take any position.
What how could I not?
And I lost it.

And this is what happens when you lose your temper.

First, you head spins.
Then your face feels like a massive aneurysm waiting to spurt dark red blood all around.
And then you have a out-of-body experience.
I heard my voice went sharp and deep.
Then I started to stress of every word and kept tapping my palm with my fingers. Very very firmly.

Then guilt will come swiftly, unlike anger which creeps up on you ever so softly. Guilt comes unannounced.

I feel bad.

4 growls by fellow growlers ...:

Anonymous said...

been there, done that. lots. we're all human, we need to vent out our frustration once in a while.

gotta get a new fuse with a bigger rating

zan said...

ohh i blew my fuse too last week :P

the aftermath is worse :(

meh sini nak kipas Gart *fuhhh fuhh*

Anonymous said...

Hmmmmm,. @ work / home ?.

Gart ! Fuse tripping time is way too fast.

You need to use relay then.
Once you detect the relay starts operating, Run !!
leave everything behind.
If you are in a Big meeting, put up a face as if you're going to the loo, for some imaginary, must do-it now, nature calling..

These need practice tho.

Good Luck !!

Eh ! One more thing huh..
Very basic,
very fundamental
no no e mail when the relay starts operating oso aaa..


Gartblue said...

screw .. bigger rating eh? nanti karang bigger blown fuses .. how meh?

zan .. *high five* .. awak juga? *kipas zan balik*

jo .. work la babe .. relay setting out eh? hahah .. tapi you're so right ler .. run run run!! thanks babe!